I find they are antidotes to counteract the mayhem in our country and current dangerous track. Invaluable whether stimulating and energy-boosting or calm and soothing.
High Octane Entanglement And Disentanglement
While going through my treacherous divorce, I created this work using permanent markers on rice paper. I repeatedly wrote the subject words so strongly that they bled onto the back side, creating a more dynamic effect. Unfortunately, there are similarities in the divorce and the state of our country now governed by sexists, racists, distorted patriarchy, corruption, injustice, and a broken legal system.
I experienced many inundated moments riddled with fear, wondering if the multi-year disentanglement would destroy me. (Surely, a corroboration of the “high-octane relationship”). Yet, in the midst, discovering my artistry fueled my passion for justice. Creating art was both medicine and an anchor. Same for my beautiful home, plethora of wellness practices, and supportive team. Victorious was I in transcending the oppression, leaving the relationship, and reclaiming freedom and autonomy. Plus, I learned I am a highly resilient, courageous being, and that courage is taking steps in the midst of fear. And, to be clear, I felt ungodly fear each step of the way in leaving my long-term relationship and marriage.
My hope is that the oblivious and ignorant people in this country who either abstained from voting or voted for this authoritative regime will wake up and choose disentanglement and freedom. What we will have to go through in the process remains very concerning and curious.
Unrestrained
Thingamabob in the oval office is going for it!
Into The Fire
With the Los Angeles wildfires, unfathomable devastation and staggering losses, my heart goes out to everyone involved. I am once again reminded of my artwork - lots of black scribbles from pen accentuated with intense red acrylic ink.
Integration Of Oops
I made an Oops while painting. Squeezing the small bottle of gouache, it slipped out of my hand and fell into the most concentrated section of the colors, making an imprint. Stunned and frozen momentarily, I then said screw it, I’ll just roll with it. So, I rolled the bottle all over the claybord creating a completely different movement and blend of the luscious colors. I gained heightened awareness that integrating an Oops allows for the magic of discovery!
Powerful Intensity
I was perusing my smaller mixed media pads last night and this image from a while ago grabbed my attention. Likely I was feeling powerful intensity when I created it, similar to now with the political climate.
A Loaded Gun
Cocked and ready to go off! Referencing husband and his behavior during our divorce, this artwork is part of a series of 3. The first was Sociopath, the second is this one, and the third is Magnificent, Fascinating, Perilous Moments On the Edge.
With the election of thingamabob, without question, this is what America will soon have in the highest office wholly supported by SCOTUS.
U.S. Presidential Election - 2024
I really thought women would be the force in determining the outcome and elect Kamala, along with additional support from aware, evolved men. Surely, women would feel so angry that sovereignty and the right to govern our bodies have been taken away with the overturning of Roe v. Wade, as just the beginning. Women definitely were a force….for evil. My thinking was wrong! With this escalated trend of our worth so minimized, I see it’s the wrong time for a female president. I return to what I’ve known for a long time and a premise of my work - that women are complicit in perpetuating systemic distorted patriarchy pervading every facet of our lives. Thereby, the upholding of low vibration.
Spin
Since Tuesday night, I’ve been spinning. As E. Jean Carroll stated, “I tried to tell you.”
Gouache
With the matte, rich colors, presently, this is my favorite medium.
